hmm...let me think, being busy is good..being free is good as well, but what do we all want to do in the end?i'm pretty sure there are those want to be free and have absolutely nothing to do at all, and there are those who want to be kept busy with tons of activities to do, being sure every single moment of their free time is taken to doing something, even though it might not be productive.

well, as for me, i don't know i'm fine with both really, but i won't go to the extent to purposely make myself busy just because i don't have anything to do, i take things as they come and do my best as these acitivies come.

i do my best at whatever i do, i give my best and show my best to anyone who wants me to do something that requires my responsibility. am i deemed lazy? am i deemed someone who is 'bo chup' ? gosh the world is totally filled with a whole bunch of people.

OKAY.

anyway, Investment is over, thank goodness, the studying really helped alot, the 'understanding the module' advice by dear irene tsjin & one beauty yimei really helped alot, last time i used to MEMORISE every single thing and write down EVERYTHING just for the sake of doing it and saying to myself, "oh! i've finished going thru it! yay! i'm done!" but no, that shouldn't be the method, that is BLIND studying!

I really admire people who are creative, those who can think of solutions to problems in the quickest time and those who are organised. i wanna be these 3 combined into 1, creative,great solver,organised, thus u get a Man who is a Organised Creative Solver. hence, OCS. or in army terms Office Cadet School.

anyway, it seems the 'old' will get irritating after awhile, the 'old' will tend to forget you afterwhile and they will only talk to you when they require your help, they simply have that *tupid mentality where "why should i talk to you, if you don't talk to me?" throw down the pride, throw down your pettiness, its not needed in this world.