wow...its been like a month since i've really posted anything, really sorry about that guys, its just that i needed to really get use to army life.

yes, i've become TAN muahhahaha...but still at the expense of my freedom, sometimes i ask myself when i start spending when i'm out, money can be earned, but not freedom...so i think i should just spend? i don't know.

anyway, army has been tough, yeap physically and mentally, i've been pushed to my limit, but each time something hits me, i hit it back thinking of what will happen when i go through this rubbish and "shit", yes, i may have been so called brain washed into talking about army rubbish to my lovely 06 classmates tonight @ kw's 21st bdae party, but its really an experience that won't be forgotten.

marching 12km !! can't believe i actually did it, with about 10-15kg of stuff on me, i managed to do it, a few times i wanted to give up, but i thought about the people around me who were suffering as well and my baby at home, studying all she can for her projects & last but not least my family working away *sigh*

ok, i did kinda have a cultural shock on what to expect in the army, especially with people shouting & shouting @ me, i never liked people shouting @ me, who does!? i've gotten used to dat, i've started to appreciate the food i'm able to buy & eat everyday i'm out! you don't know how lucky you guys are mannn arghh...tekong food really *pukes* after awhile.

combat rations are HORRIBLE, anyway i had to leave my field camp party twice, 1 due to severe throat inflammation, 2 due to sore eyes which i was FORCED incase i infected anyone else... it was good just doing all the rubbish, and having to see the wild boars running around, they were darn cute!

the freedom i get is really horrible, shes been really understanding and supportive, i'm really happy that she is willing to go thru this time with me :)

allright, i really need to sleep, SIT test was really tiring and i really "chionged" my hearts out.

nites peeps, take care of urselfs