sometimes i wonder why do i have to always get all the shit...i never asked for it! i don't understand why the place i live in is run like this, its totally making me sick, depressed, tired, irritated and just wanting me to leave.

i've been asked to follow my heart and do what i want, but that is being unrealistic and unfair to others, all i want is something decent, get it over and done with and lead a happy life.

please, someone help.